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Monday, May 5, 2008

Setting myself up for heartbreak

Since this is the first cycle I've gotten to actually try this year, I feel like I'm really vested in it. I've got a feeling in my gut that this is it. But in my head, I know that it's probably not. I guess I'm just back to feeling almost like a "newbie" again with all this hope. I just hope I'm not completely devastated when AF shows in about 10 days.

7 comments:

Jendeis said...

Sending good thoughts, strength and prayers for you, whatever the outcome. :)

bb said...

I know it's hard to keep the faith - especially after a long wait. I'll be checking back on you, and I hope to read about a BFP soon!!!! Good luck!

Jen said...

Hang in there Mon. I hope you don't have to deal with any disappointment in the end.

battynurse said...

Good luck. I know what you mean about first cycle in a while. You want it to work so much. I hope it does.

Birdee said...

I just want to give you a big ~Squishy Hug~ I have no other words. Time will tell and so far, time has sucked for us. I have my fingers crossed for you and your in my thoughts. I have a hopeful heart break with you.
I'm back to charting and if you see, Its my C1 in a long time (with any hope), I emotionally cant even go there. But I have new news. I'll have to post it as soon as I get pics from my friend.

jenn said...

I hope you have a good reason for hope this cycle. Whatever the outcome though- you really ~do~ have a good reason for hope- a celebration in that you actually are able to really try!

nancy said...

Hey Mon!

I know how a sudden CHANCE really brings up the hope factor. It's evil, isn't it?

As always, hoping for you!!!

~hugs~!!!